Am I insane? Is there something wrong with my grey matter? I feel incredibly ...inadequate. I know I have an incredible superiority complex, but I seem to have knocked myself off the very pedestal I made for myself. I feel like an absolute loser because my son got sick. I feel like I dropped a ball, like I let my precious little boy down. I know kids get sick. In essence, they have to, in order to build an immune system. But Dante gets sick so rarely, and he's so gorgeous, and so smart, I feel like the defensive lineman that let the opposing team score a touchdown.
I am at a loss. I feel like I try so hard to keep him safe and healthy and I actually may be suffering more than him! I am an insufferable goober.
Oh, well. I'm going to have a mini-breakdown and get him up to make sure he gets more fluids and such. I'm also insanely curious as to what "present" I may find...
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